step back

Actually v look like normal in front of other..
but i feel between of us gt any thing is changed..
that both of us never say out...
n today finally gt a solution...
this is a good solution?
i dunno...
maybe...
before the love b more deeper n stop it ..
look like intellect n good for us..
but dunno y..i feel gt bit cnt part with tat..
should i retain for tis?
i think tat is selfish...
i should leave u out..
n let u find other better partner..
bcoz our love reli difference compare to normal relationship..
nt easy to accept n maintain...
our rules look like fair..
wat 50/50 love...
just talk is easy..wanna do it is hard...
i dunno wat should i do now bcoz everthing is me make it ..
is me broken down our relationship?
i think so.i b the bad guy again..
im sorry let u sad,dissapointed n hopeless...
i reli hope v can back to last time tat innocent ..
between of us is no secrect..everthing also can talk n discuss...
tat happy memories ..tat happiness time...
i wish v wont awkward ...
today is bad day?today is good day?
i dunno..
i lazy to think d..
everything just let it gone..
but pls dun shirk wif me..
just take it normal n sincere..
just return..nt the end..
just step back..nt shrink back..
v still wanna walk together at future..
just change the relationship to do it..
n i reli care to u..